Mom: What's wrong?
My mind: I used to do so well in school but I'm not anymore.
My mind: The people I call friends, aren't my actual friends.
My mind: I'm constantly feeling alone.
My mind: I'm starting to look at myself different.
My mind: Nothing feels the same anymore.
My mind: I feel like I'm going to fail at anything I try to do.
My mind: I haven't been eating and I'm hungry all the time.
My mind: I feel like no one cares about me.
My mind: I just wanna sleep all day and never wake up.
Me: Oh nothing I'm fine.
You may not be her first, her last, or her only. She loved before she may love again. But if she loves you now, what else matters? Shes not perfect- you arent either & the two of you may never be perfect together, but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold on to her and give her the most you can. She may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but she will give you apart of her you can break- her heart, so dont hurt her, dont change her, dont analyze and dont expect more then she can give. Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, abd miss her when shes not around.
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